more beer

With life tending to be a series uf ups and downs I want to say a few words on something that is is always there when you need it. If you guessed beer, your right.

I  have the good fortune to live in colorad, where the beer flows like dark bubbly water for all to have. We are blessed with many microbrews and other local (city and state) brews.

 Current favorites :

Laughing Lab (bristol brewing)

Fat Tire (New Belgum)

Killians Red 

whining again

Its funny that the only real time that I write, I am writing to whine about a woman. I really need to be better about writing. I just broke up with the girlfriend and believe that I made the right decision. I really don’t have a future with her and its better that things are ended before they get any worse, right. Wrong, they are already worse, she is/was a live-in, yep thats right now I get the fun of a stomping storming woman that doesn’t want to see me much less be living in my home. I think that I will count the days until she finds a place and moves out. I don’t really understand things like this, I am after all a retard when it comes to women and dating, if truth is important (and it is) then how come it is so painful for one or both of the involved parties to be truthful? I feel like shit because I hurt her and this is expected, but come on can we try to be civil to one another? oh well maybe things will be a little better after she calms down and can exit the bitch mode. Would it have been better to lie and string her along, not to likely.

beer

I have decided that I love Beer, cold beer, in a glass

Glad shes gone

Well its been Thanksgiving and is now almost Christmas, soon to close the year…. What has that gotten me. It has gotten me many things both good and bad, and all I can really say is

I AM GLAD THAT SHES GONE!

I never used to think that I would feel that way, go figure. I shouldn't rant and rave but WTF. I ran into the X a few weekends ago and found that while I wasn't "glad" to see her, I wasn't bothered either. I guess that I am the only one that feels that way. Now I tend to over think things and draw conclusions where I shouldn't, so I put it out of my mind. Tonight I found her blog while surfing the net and being the dipshit I am read a few posts. Now I am rather pissed and very glad that I don't have to deal with her shit any longer. I just learned that the whole world is out to get me, I think everyone is stupid, and nothing is my fault. Hmmm, ok good to know. I thought that I would be able to be friends with her, after all 10 years is a long time, but I guess that I won't be. I cannot be friends with someone that can't see the good traits that I have. I helped to put her though college, rubbed her head when she had a headache, feet when they were sore, worked harder so she could go after a job that is frankly a waste of her tatents and ability, hell I would have given my job, health, hell even life had she just ask it. I cheerfully stuck my head in the sand while she lied to me, misled me, and cheated on me (4 time that I know of). Damn I guess I should have left her years ago…. I thought that by loving her more I could fix the problems that we had. I realized that I couldn't do that when she told the poor bastard who was our MC (a dude paid to listen and help) that she wouldn't quit her job had I ask. I realized that she is no longer worth my time. She simply is not the right woman for me. I need one that will put her family and love first, not a job. All that being said good luck *****, in life and in love. If you actually do find and read this , don't get pissed , after all if you don't want your thoughts read don't post them on the web.

The silver lining of the cloud is that I have known what love is and now I know what I really want in a woman.

ps. Its been snowing here for two days, I had forgotten how much I love the snow 🙂

Thanksgiving

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Once a year we are “blessed” with the joy of seeing all of our family and eating until even the dogs have to run from the noxious vapors that follow. Some families watch the game or go to a movie after, not mine we craft, thats right craft. Mom decided that a crafting activity would be fun between dinner and pie. She forgot one thing, I have no artistic ability. Everything that I craft looks par to that of a blind five year old. The crafts of the past were heavily influnced by the Evil X and look like a chimp with moderate talent did them… but not any more.

The crafting isn’t really too bad they just keep getting more and more complex. It started as a bit of glue and painting and I fear will one day need blueprints and a building permit.

Love you Mom

I must be stupid

I have decided that I must be stupid….Not too much of a suprise really. Here it is, nighttime, and I am still at work. That makes 12 days solid at 10+ hours a day. See stupid. I have further proof, I got to see the X today as part of the legal shit that happens when a couple realizes that one or both of the spouces are simply too selfish to make the marriage work. It was sooooo much fun. I was quite wound up about the whole thing before, and now that its done all I can say is THANK GOD!!!!! The good news is that after next week I never have to see the selfish little bitte again if I don't want to.

On another note she had the brass (I think that her balls are bigger than mine) to ask if it would be ok….no appropiate to send my parents a christmas card, hmmm let me think…….NO! what kind of a stupid question is that? Really, does she think that the parents of the man that she used and neglected for 10 years are going to be happy to hear from her? Dumbass. But thats the thing, she feels bad about not being involved with my family, who are fun and caring. She wants to make herself feel better about her decisions. I must be stupid, I told her that I don't care but she isn't exactly populare in that house. Enough about her, I am sick of thinking about it.

In other news, the girlfriend (yes girlfriend) has quit her dead end job and moved on to one that is paying over double. Wooooo Hooooo. What else is going one… lets see I went and saw the movie Jarhead this last weekend. I enjoyed it, but most of the theater was pissed. If you understand that not much war can be in a movie about a war that lasted like 5 days, and want to see a pretty good story, then go see it. Its pretty good.

Until I rant later

I Like Clouds

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I have decided that I like clouds, the clouds hide bits of the sky and give a depth to what is otherwise flat. Clouds come in colors, shapes, and sizes. They can be shaped anything you want. The only thing better than cloud watching is cloud watching naked.

A bit about hunting

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I go hunting every year, and before all you cry baby pansies start up, listen. It is because of hunter that there are even animals like Elk and Deer left in the US. The "White Man" has managed to screw the balance of nature up so badly that we have hreds (thats a large group if you don't know) of wild animals dying from the equlivant of hoof and mouth disease. Makes one think. Anyway, I go with my Father and Brothers each year. I truly enjoy going and every year I hope that I don't get and elk or a deer. Why you ask? simple really, we hike into the mountains of colorado 4 to 8 miles each day. A small elk weights upward of 1000 lbs. This means that if I kill one, I have to carry it out. That sucks (done it a few times) and tends to ruin the hunt. So I shoot more with a camera than a gun these days, but i'll see what next year brings. I can say that the view cannot be beat.

The Mutts

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Just real quick an intro to the two creature that help keep me sane and never disagree with me, the yes dogs. The black one is (I didn’t choose the names, blame the X) Nui and the other is Nani. They aner my best friends and important parts of the family. Thank God the old lady didn’t want them.

Things I just don’t get

I figure that I’ll start this by mentioning a few things that I just don’t get…
Right now the first and biggest thing that I don’t get is….Can you guess…. Women!

Not much of a surprise for most, like 99% of the men occupying space on this planet, but still a valid huh, what? I figure that I am a little touchy on the subject, being shat upon after 10 years of caring and devotion. Pardon while I vent for a bit. I helped her throughout college and gave every thing that she desired for 10 years, even to the point of working harder and harder so that she could pursue a career that well… FUCKED ME, in the wallet, head, and heart. It seems that the harder I tried to make my decaying marriage work the more of a rotting stench it acquired. I don’t know maybe I’m being touchy. To tell the truth I am happier without her than I was with her these last few years.

Item number two that I just don’t get, tech manufactures.
The create all the cool shit a guy could ever want, and we of course bust our asses humping the puppy to scrap up the money to buy the toys so they can upgrade them in like a month. Come on give a little back, maybe 75% trade up value or some thing. Bastards………………………

Item number three, alcohol vs drugs.
If I can drink myself to death, then why not let me use “other substances”, the end effect is the same. Legalize and regulate, if some fool want to smoka da crack and get themselves offed. Fine by me, ever hear of Darwin? Who know maybe the Gov can dig us out of the financial hole we are in.

Item Four, the last today, Gun control.
An armed society is a polite society, guaranteed in the Constitution of The Untied States. I you don’t like it then LEAVE.